Humility and Regret in My Journey to Orthodoxy


by Scott Lewis

I was born and raised in a good Baptist home with a solid Christian foundation. As you are probably aware, as a Baptist we believe that the early church fell away from the true Christian faith and was not resurrected until the Protestant reformation.

Growing up in the midst of the cold war, I learned of the persecution of Christians in Eastern Europe but always wondered who were these Christians if they were not Baptist who were willing to be sent to Gulags and risk executions?

As I became a teenager, I heard about the Eastern Orthodox Christians behind the iron curtain and the Greek Orthodox. When I approached my older brother and asked about this he said they were just (Eastern European Catholics) and that pretty much ended my interest at the time.

After high school I got married and went to work. My wife was Pentecostal so i tried to believe in their doctrine but their doctrine just did not add up. Many times I would wonder how the church could just disappear for almost a thousand years and then reappear and be divided into so many denominations and so many doctrines all claiming to be the real church.

As the years passed, we divorced and it was a terrible time. But I never forgot the faith I received from my upbringing. Over the years I watched with much delight as the iron curtain came down and Communism came to an abrupt end in Europe. I watched in awe as those (Eastern European Catholics ) almost instantly reappeared and found this fascinating that these people could have survived in those closed societies and with such faith.

As America got involved in nation building, I watched in horror when we started bombing Christians in Serbia and could not understand why we would do this. And then a few years latter in the middle East as Christians started being rounded up and slaughtered as Iraq and Syria spiraled out of control and wondered who are these people and what denomination are they that are being beheaded with all manor of barbarity.

And then it was all I could do to hold back the tears as I saw those brave Christian men being led to the beach to be sacrificed in Libya. Who were those brave men who were lined up on the beach to be Martyred but could have saved themselves? All they had to do was renounce our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. These were surely not the western-style prosperity name it claim it Christians like us here in America. What I saw was straight out of the Bible. These men were dying for his name’s sake.

This reminded me of the Christians I had heard about in my youth in Russia who refused to denounce our Lord and Savior, sent off to Siberia were and were never to be heard from again.
Who were these non-Baptist Christians?

By this time through the miracle of the internet I started searching to find out who these Christians were in Iraq, Syria and Libiya being led to slaughter. That is when I began to find the answer to the question I had asked my Brother those many years ago in my youth.

I finally remarried to a fine Woman who was a non-practicing Roman Catholic. At the time, I was working as an inspector on new pipelines being built in South Texas. Being very far from major population centers one of the things we liked to do was read and as the holocaust was just getting started in Syria I was reading a book about the Celtic Church at the time and as fate would have it I became Facebook friends with an Orthodox man named Ken from southern Illinois.

This started my search into the Orthodox faith. As I read more it started to dawn on me that the Church never went away. To the contrary, we in western Europe went away from the Church.
As I stated at this time, I was in the middle of reading a book about the Celtic Church and it became occurred to me that the British Isles must have been the last bastion of Orthodoxy in western Europe up to the Norman invasion. At this time, I still considered myself to be a Baptist and to this day I thank God for my Baptist upbringing.

We eventually finished the job in South Texas and went back home to East Texas. By the time we got back home another Facebook friend from Oklahoma, Fr. John Filipowicz Phillips told me of St. Michael’s Orthodox Church in Beaumont, Texas that was only 20 miles from where I live. I discussed it with my wife that it would be nice to visit the church and she agreed.

As soon as we got back home we visited the next Sunday.

When we stepped in to the church I was in awe at the beauty and the Holiness that permeated every nook and cranny. On walking in a very elderly Gentleman came over and asked if this was our first time in an Orthodox Church when we replied it was he asked if he could sit with us and would answer any questions we may have and we gratefully accepted his offer. Of everything I had read and studied, nothing could really prepared me for this. I had never made the sign of the cross or felt so humbled in a church before. The Priest and people were some of the most genuine I had ever met.

We started going every Sunday and finally we got up the nerve to speak with the Priest Fr Michael and asked if we could join the Church.  After questioning us about our walk with the Lord he said yes but wanted to give us some classes to catch us up on Church history which we in the West know little of. We attended classes and were Chrismated at Christmas. And that Gentleman who asked to sit with us that first Sunday was to become my Godfather and mentor, Tod Mixon.

To any of my Protestant Brothers or Sisters who seek a deeper walk with God and think the original Church died out like we were all taught then find the nearest Orthodox church and visit it with an open heart. 

You will not regret it.



Humility and Regret in My Journey to Orthodoxy


  1. Michael Dickinson says:

    God grant you and your family many years! Welcome home!

  2. I was born and raised in a good ****** home with a solid Christian foundation. As you are probably aware, as a ****** we believe that the early church fell away from the true Christian faith and was not resurrected until the Protestant reformation.
    Little did we know that we merely protested the encumbrances of the schism, confucianism, popism, spiritualism.

  3. Susan Belanger says:

    I found this article most interesting. My family was raised Anglican in Omaha. When I was married both my husband and I attended an Anglican church in Quantico, VA. From there we lived in VT. There were no Anglican churchs near for us to attend. So we attended the Episcopal church. Since moving back to Omaha we found Holy Cross Church, a True Orthodox Church of the Western rite. We are Home again. We give thanks that God led us here. To the Church that has been hidden for thousands of years.

  4. Aaron Summers says:

    Great story. I am also from a Baptist background. Although we never studied much early church history outside of Paul’s letters, we also were taught that human corruption caused the church to fall away, and the church was more or less fractured until the Reformation. The word “indulgences” was used often. The only ecumenical council we cared about was the first council of Nicea. We were never told to, but were expected to arrive at the conclusion that the faith wasn’t solidified until Calvin (about 60% of the congregation were Calvinists, 20% were opposed to Calvinism, 20% didn’t know/didn’t care). If the preacher offended the non-Calvinists by driving home the five points, the offense would have been reflected in a 40% reduction in the offering plate and perhaps a Fourth or Fifth Baptist church being founded in town. 🙂 However, I am happy to have come from a small c church that drove home the idea of the importance of belonging to a body of believers, even if they were not on the same page all the time.

    While I was reading, the Orthodox Christian Ken from southern Illinois caught my eye. I attend liturgies at two Antiochian Orthodox missions in southern Illinois. There is one other active ROCOR parish that I haven’t been to, and two others (OCA) that are only open occasionally for specific feasts and memorial services. I’m guessing Ken belongs to one of the other churches. I would like to cross paths with him some day. I’m glad he was able to make you interested in the Church. Like yourself, as Baptist I had no idea on the joys I was missing out on. Many years to you!

  5. I have felt drawn to Eastern Orthodoxy for some time now. I was born and raised Southern Baptist here in Texas. I was very active and even led a home bible study. Yet somehow through it all, I felt like something was missing. The closest Orthodox church to me (St. Michael’s in Beaumont, TX) is a thirty minute drive one way and I had only visited it during their yearly Mediterranean festival (my grandmother was Syrian so I grew up with the food!). I finally got up the nerve to attend a Divine Liturgy. I went by myself, since my wife was working, and I thought it was a perfect time for me to do “recon” and check it out. I was greeted immediately upon walking up to the door by a nice gentleman named Michael who then introduced me to the priest and to a kind older man named Todd Mixon. Todd sat next to me through the entire Liturgy and explained everything to me. It felt like I had my own personal tour guide. Close to the end of the Liturgy, another man spoke with Todd and then sat down next to me. Once it was over, he welcomed me, extended his hand, and introduced himself as Scott Lewis. I told him I had just recently read his story here on Journey to Orthodoxy a few days prior.

    I really enjoyed my visit, and felt welcomed and at ease. My experience with the Divine Liturgy has sparked a huge hunger within me to learn more. I plan on attending again and see where it takes me. The classes the Church offers will not be until August, so I have some time to learn and experience the Orthodox Faith and lifestyle. Thank you so much Scott for your warmth and hospitality and for posting your story here. It was instrumental in me finally making the move to visit the Church.


  6. Scott Lewis says:

    Cliff, it was Todd Mixon and my pleasure to have met you. And so look foreword to seeing you again. As a Baptist many years ago we made a commitment to Christ our Lord but to finally be joined with his Holy Church through Chrismation is an unspeakable joy. You have began a journey you will never regret.


  7. Glory to God! It was those same martyrs that led me back to the Church, as well.

  8. No, Baptists do not believe that the early church fell away from the true Christian faith and was not resurrected until the Protestant reformation.

    Baptists believe that God preserved a remnant and it is traceable at points throughout history both inside and outside the established church framework.

  9. Fr. John says:

    Truth is, Andy, Baptist beliefs are all over the chart. Some are Trinitarians, some are “Unity” believers, just about everything under the protestant spectrum can be found in some baptist group somewhere. “Preserving a remnant” is, however, just another way of saying the early church fell away though. The teachings of the church from the Apostles and Didache, through the Apostolic Fathers, through the Apologists, the Cappadoceans, and on throughout history are easy to read, and easy to find; just not easy to digest, because they are remarkably consistent theologically, and resemble nothing of western Christianity as it exists today. Only Orthodoxy has preserved the ancient, primitive, patristic Christian faith and spirituality. Even non-Orthodox scholars confirm that.

    To use a protestant saying, the river is always purest at its source.

  10. Andy, I was a life long Baptist and I used to believe the same thing you do. However after actually researching Church history I discovered the whole Baptist remnant theory is just a lie. It is based on a book called Trail of Blood that was written by a US Baptist preacher in 1931. It has as much historical accuracy as the Book of Mormon. It was simply an attempt to legitimize and create an ancient history for Baptists. Baptists came into being in the 1600’s. That is a historical fact, regardless of how sincere people believe the lie.

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